Not You ...

My feelings just changed. i had been waiting for you to realize you couldn't go another day without me. i had played out every excuse you could of had for putting all that time between us. missing you had become second nature to me. and somewhere in the last year, when i never got that phone call, and you never showed up at my window, and we never ran into each other, i just stopped feeling like i needed you so much.

You thought i couldn't do this without you, but guess what, i sleep great at night now. i don't hurt because you're not here. i just had to learn to accept it and move on, and i did. but you, you're the one who keeps crawling back. so next time you think "oh hey, she's happy, got to mess that up," it's not going to happen, because this time, you're not going to get what you want. this time, i’m going to get what i want and what i want, is not you.